Born to be someone else that I’m not / can’t hold my job even / resume polishing an old rock / go to work and my mind skips off but I’m pissed off at myself, I’m lost / wandering halls of my thoughts but I’ve been caught in this bike-athon / peddle nonstop in cycles I’m gone

And I don't wanna be another enemy too myself so my ego balloons and you can tell / when I shoot for the moon, I shoot to kill / boots of a loser—refuse to fill cuz I’m too stupid the music swells in my head / an illusion but I’m for real / hold my ground cuz I’m unglued but it gets sticky when I melt down too

I'm going crazy inside, man I’m problematic / Trying to fight the ghosts in the attic / I am in shackles I sew with fabric / I go bananas, I go bananas

One bad day’s a drop in the bucket / pretending like a sock puppet / plugging away through all of my suffering / I’m tearing holes in my pockets / might as well cause all my profits don’t stick around when I touch them / money is the rhythm and I’m the percussion / funny how the beat can stop being fun

Run away but I can’t run away too far / I get tackled like a fishing lure and I can’t afford my life, can’t abort it / borderline crazy, well, of course / to pay the mortgage is more important than pouring music from all my pores / you ain’t coming in, I won’t leave / I ignore you by boarding this door

I'm going crazy inside, man I’m problematic / Trying to fight the ghosts in the attic / I am in shackles I sew with fabric / I go bananas, I go bananas

Stop knocking, stop knocking / I’ve told you that I’m not here / enough talking, I ain’t talking / I’ve taken off, press play, I ain’t stopping

My brains gone rogue on the last train south / sick of this blame and self hate now so I’m taking my name and a couple painful memories, waiting to place my crown / (gasp) take a breath then exhale out / (gasp) take a breath, let it vent through your mouth / when a look at myself will I ever know that I’m never ever really gonna figure this out

I'm going crazy inside, man I’m problematic / Trying to fight the ghosts in the attic / I am in shackles I sew with fabric / I go bananas, I go bananas